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It’s hard to explain that I feel lonely when there are so many people around me. It’s that one special person that is missing, the one who will make me feel like someone who matters… It is empty next to me at night, but not for lack of trying. I’ve loved unconditionnally, without recieving anything in return. I am that strong woman who had been strong through it in the past and I am still going through it today again. I am scared, because there are no more tears, I am really tired emotionnally. I am afraid there won’t be anything left for the good man who is going to show up one day. I am afraid I will stop believing that there is a man for me out there… Not just a man, a man who will not only love me in his heart but will show it, a man who deserves what I can bring in his life, a respectfull man who will want to make a honest woman of me, his precious diamond. I know I am not the only one, that is why I decided to share these feelings out in the open.

Thank you to te people who responded and also the ones who read, you lifted me up and it makes a difference.